Changes...

It has been a very busy weeks for me recently, busy with works, attending my cousin's wedding at singapore, hanging out with new friends, catching up with old friends etc...  but i just got to realize.. when i finally got myself quietly sitting here, i realize i'm actually feeling down! But why? because I realize how so many things have changed in my life, around my surroundings, among my friends. It's kind of hard to imagine how our thinking are changing along the time. When we're a kid, we want sweets, when we're in school, we want friends, when we're in college, we want to club, when we're working, we want money. And finally when we're tired, we want LOVE, but not any love, a love with so much conditions that drive most of us crazy, empty, fear,  and everything. I wonder how many do really sit down and think and be grateful with all one has at the moment, than to feel envy looking at those who are happily married, earning successfully? We envy others, but never realize that we too, has qualities that others envy, no? So why should we doubt ourselves? Why should we look down on ourselves and look high on others? If you do believe in fate, then you shall believe in the right timing and that, the universe shall has its own way to bring its greatest gift to you. You just need to wait! with Smilez of course. ^-^

Solitude by Rene Asmussen

2009 -> 2010

Happy new year! Well, a brand new year with brand new starts.. believe it or not, I really could feel the shift of energy upon stepping into the year of 2010...   2009, I asked myself, what have i done? what have achieve? is there any regrets? My answers were so much yet so less. I've done so many, opening up a cafe with friends, moving house, break-ups, gathering with old friends etc yet i felt i have done so little.. I wish i could do it better, clean my house, more catch-ups with friends, work harder etc... But if I would have to make a conclusion for the year 2009, is about Growth. I might seem to be a mature-thinker for my age, but the year 2009 makes me feel I'm still such a kid compare to many. There's so much more in life, in business, in friends, in family etc that I have yet to learn and grow. I realize the horizons are bigger for me to explore compare the years ago.. I wish i could visit more places, read more books, gain more knowledge and meet more people in this brand new year. I would love to grow!

"The day the child realizes that all adults are imperfect, he becomes an adolescent; the day he forgives them, he becomes an adult; the day he forgives himself, he becomes wise" --- Alden Nowlan

Very true!! I forgave and thanks all who have directly or indirectly comes into my life.. ^-^

Symmetry Green Datura Bud CloseUp Photo by Ferenc Ecseki